Ep 1: To the guy I just met❤

Lets live in our heads forever

I can't believe  we just met, and yet here I am, already feeling like I've known you for years. You might not know much about me yet, and that's okay. I'm a pretty private person, but I'll let you in on a little secret: I've got this whole fantasy in my head about us.

I know, I know, it's probably just infatuation. We just met and you're going through your own stuff, and I'm not one for change. But just for this moment , let me live in my head becuase 10 years go by and you forget. 

In my head, I see myself walking down the aisle towards you, who's waiting for me at the altar with the biggest, goofiest grin on your face. I fell in love with your smile, with your beautiful brown eyes, they adore me. I’ve got on my red  dress, the color of love and passion, and, I'm not afraid of getting hurt. The truth is, I'm in love with an idea ,not a person. 

You'll never hold me tight or kiss me sweetly. That thought keeps me up at night, thrown back into reality  and I can't help but feel a little sad about it. If only this love were real, if only guys like you actually said sorry and meant it. Maybe then, we could have a chance at making this work. But as it stands, we're just a made-up story, a dream that will never come true.

Still, I can't shake this feeling, this hope that maybe, just maybe, we could turn this fantasy into a reality. I know it's unlikely, but stranger things have happened, right? I mean, we did just meet and yet I feel like I've known you for years. Maybe that's a sign that we were meant to be together, even if it's just in this little fantasy world we've created for ourselves. But what do I know?

So let's hold onto this feeling, this hope, for a little while longer. Who knows what the future might bring? Maybe we'll find a way to make this dream a reality after all.  Either way, I'm grateful for this moment, for this little slice of time where we can escape into our own little fantasy world.

This might just be the shortest article I’ve ever written lol! Also, I’m starting a love series so just watch out for more.