Ep 3: A Tale of Love and Whimsy🧡

He doesnt love me, but I love myself anyways.

Amidst all the crazy stuff happening lately, I've been doing some thinking. It seems like maybe he's not feeling the same way about me anymore, and you know what? That's alright. Even if he's not into me, I'm starting to realize that I need to be into myself, and that's what really counts.

My parents have been giving me some pep talks, telling me that things will eventually get better. They're saying that life has its share of good times waiting for me. So, I'm holding onto that hope, even when things seem a bit shaky.

I've had my fair share of moments when I've felt like a total mess like I don't matter, and I've caught myself being a bit too envious or fixated on things. It's not the best feeling and kinda of embarrassing to admit, but I'm slowly starting to accept that it's all part of being human.

Lately, it feels like people only stick around when there's something to gain. It's a bit tough to swallow. But despite whether he cares or not, I'm beginning to care about myself. I'm realizing that I don't need his approval to know my worth.

I've been told that there's a light at the end of the tunnel and that things will eventually work out. My friends keep reminding me that life can be pretty darn good. And even though I've been through some rough patches, I've come to understand that my happiness doesn't have to rely on someone else.

So, here I am, embracing my quirks and not-so-perfect parts. Once upon a time, I was head over heels for him, but now, things are different. I'm learning to move forward with a newfound sense of self-love, kinda like a phoenix rising from the ashes of uncertainty.

Late at night, I find myself staring up at the stars. They're like a gentle reminder that I'm not alone in this crazy journey. Their twinkling presence whispers that there's a whole lot of good stuff waiting for me out there.

With this new mindset, I'm consciously trying to love myself a little more each day. I'm working on embracing my quirks and realizing that they're what makes me, well, me. As I navigate the twists and turns of life, I'm slowly but surely making my way towards a good, good life—one filled with self-kindness, resilience, and a deep belief that I deserve all the love and positivity that life has in store.